𝕊𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕖𝕩𝕔𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕠𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕠𝕨...

 My school is hosting up a clothing swap tomorrow afternoon and I really want to find more things to elevate my wardrobe for the other co*des ₍ᵔ•ᴗ•ᵔ₎

My only fear is that is that I don't want this one friend to held me back by trying what I want to do. She' younger than me, but I really feel I want to do things on my own and live through my own peace & I want to see any interesting finds from there. I myself have a busy schedule and I really do not want to head there where the space is really crowded and dense where it is taken place in a small room. I don't want to come across as be being self-centered or individualistic, it's just my anxiety is taking over me this night which is what I'm fearful of. And I also have this one new young friend who she is super clingy and whnever she is with me, she's like all over me to where she doesn't give me space which I find super annoying..  (¬､¬) she's like 4 years young and is a child which make sense, however that's my other worry too. I do tell her to stop whenevr she is violating my boundaries despite the fact how she's much young, however I'll still give her the patience regardless since... y'know. However... I'm not going to allow the enemy Satan to take over and allow my worries to be surrendered all to Jesus as he is the one who can take care of all of my worries + the fact how much I am excited and stress yet tried (+ me evalating myself and working on my empathy of course!)

I'm not sure if they'll be a hual about it since I have lots ot blogs in my drafts that I am currently working on, however I'm going to pray about my worries to Him and I'll just wait to see what I end up finding there 🙂 but yeah.. thanks for you guys somewhat hearing about my rant kinda, www 😅 and I'll see you guys next time 😀

xoxo Miyu